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so ive just been moving the furniture in the spare room into the centre of the room so i can paint. but clumsy me was moving a chest of drawers with everything still in it and dropped it on my toe, ripping of half my big toe nail and got blood everywhere, it hurt and i showed mum and she was almost ill haha.
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today was another boring day offline
i waved my aunty off back down to england, in my pjs with alot of people looking at me weird. least i didnt have a towel on my head today
i looked at laptops today for my b-day present i have seen the one i want, i just have to wait till sunday, monday until i can go and get it, i can have internet on the move.
matt comes up tonight, i cant wait, he arrives at midnight so a while yet, but once hes here it will be 12 days till i leave him, will be such a good b-day
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ok thats pretty freaky, my last two posts were posted at the exact same time apart from first one being on the 21st may, and the other on the 1st july.
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[01 Jul 2004|11:35pm] |
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ok, i have been told by the loverly karleen to update, im updating honest, the thought was there.
so yeah its been a while since i posted last haha, i cant even remember when.
ive become so lazy since leaving school, i have finished my job and am on a hunt to find a new one, hopefully down in england neaer matt. which i should hopefully be moving in with him also. i am really looking forward to it.
i went on holiday to ireland with my friends for a week, it pissed it down with rain the whole tme except friday where it was lovely sunshine. while i was there we went to an open air cinema showing of nora, and it was bloody freezing, my arse went numb from sitting on the chair too long without moving. we also went to the theater to see something i forgot the name off.......wait i think it was heavenly bodies actually, but that was quite good aswell.
we went to the guiness factor went up 7 floors and got a free pint of guiness at the top, which was nice. we went to comedy club on sunday and again on wednesday, on wed we got talking to the comedians after the show and they invited us out to the pubs with them, didnt get home to about 3am, was a good night out, altho spend about £50, well 50 euros, maybe more.
umm.. what else to tell, this is prob why i should update more often, um.. the house went on the market the other day and we already have 4 people wanting to view the house. my room is magnolia and white, it feels so different from my old colour, its really cold and bright haha.
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[21 May 2004|11:35pm] |
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so yeah this week i have been so bloody lazy. i havent been getting up till about 12 1 time. and i have been saying to myself i will do something constructive like tidy my room, get some of the house ready for painting etc.. what have i done.......bugger all, just sat on my arse infront of the computer or upstairs playing guitar and yesterday i made some desktop backgrounds.
all but one of my exams are over with, and i have over a week till this exam, which is cool. i still havent got my leavers form signed which i keep meaning to get out of my bed to do.
i was also meant to go to a party tonight but im just not in the mood, i went out on wednesday to a band competition in dundee that my friends band played in, but they didnt win and neither did the other decent band which was a bit shit really.
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its been a while since i last posted in here, and so much has happened in this time.
firstly matt i love you <33
i have found myself a b/f named matt who i love so much, he means the world to me and he makes me so happy. i couldnt ask for anything better. the only downside is he lives so far away, i mean like in a different country and a 6 hr trek. but when i move to uni i will be a lot closer to him, i cant wait.
secondly i have now officailly left school, well i still have to get my leavers form signed and all theat jazz but still, i dont ever have to go to school again. although i will miss is so much, not being able to see my friends everyday, and i dont help this matter by me buggering off down to england in july, which is going to suck because i will miss my friends so much. but i will be closer to matt which is a bonus.
i had my first examage today, went fucking awful, i forgot my glasses in the critical essay, DUH, yes the indivilators did laugh at me when i asked if i could go retrieve them from my bag after about 10mins into the exam and wondering why i was struggling to read the passages. then the critical essay, ergh, i crammed in a poem about 10mins before the start of the exam, learnt many quotes that i would need to write an alright essay, i get into my seat, read throught the many questions to pick from, start to write the essay and boom, all knowledge of everything disappeared and all i was left with was an empty head counting the lines on the ceiling and trying to write an essay, making up the quotes and poem. as long as i have a marker that is blind i think i will be alright, but if i focus on the next 2 exams then i should be able to achieve the grades i need to get to get into uni.
also at the weekend i went down to london to see a number of things. days in december, thursday, matt, tim, my cousin, london, and along the way i met, betty, elle, kimsie, and a whole load of other people who i speak to online, and as betty said to me when i first met her, "omg, your real!" haha, i loves you <33. DiD were amazing, as were thursday i couldnt ask for a better 2 gigs in 2 nights. i had a fanatastic time in london and will most definetly be making the trip again very shortly.
cant think of anything else to write now, ohwell, not the first time
Mwaah xXx
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i havent updated in ages, so here i am doing it now :)
this month has been pretty shit, 2 friends dying within 2 weeks of each other and knowing someone else who has died. but hopefully things will look up from here.
i only have 4 weeks left at school ever. i also am going to liverpool in 16 days to see friends yay, i have also booked tickets to go to london in may so i can go see days in december and thursday omg excitement so i cant wait till that happens, i have also booked flights to go to ireland on holiday with my friends in june so thats also exciting stuff.
yeah i went to see reel big fish earlier this month it was an amazing gig all four bands were absolutly amazing, i have the best photos of goldfinger and the fish, i also got to hold johns leg :P haha
got to start taking pictures and posters off my wall ready to paint it, but once its painted they dont get to back up, it wont seem like my room anymore, its gonna feel so empty and exposed. im away to go watch cletic/rangers game in a min.
hmmm....*thinks* what else to say..........nah thats all i can think of at the moment will remember to update it more often
chow for now, xXx
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yay, im having a good day, well kinda.
i shall start with the not a good day story. i was going to guitar lessons straight after school, so i got on the bus from newport to dundee, i got on the bus with my school bag and my guitar, so when i got off the bus i had my guitar, oblivious to the fact i didnt have my bag i started walking towards stage 2000 rehersal studios, after about 2 mins of walking i realised it was missing so i had to run across town to the bus station making it just in time before the bus departed for newport. the bus was full of people so i had to walk past everyone who was looking at me strangly while i picked up my bag :S.
anyways now i will stop proving to everyone that i am an idiot, the fun stuff of my day. in double study we had a twister board at school so we had a tournement to see who would win, i won undefeated *go me* *go me*. i also got home and found my provisional drivers licence had come in the post, the world is no longer safe, mwahahaha.AND, i have arranged my train times to go see my sister :D yay and shes taking me shopping in manchester.
yesterday i got a letter from the uni i want to go to saying i have an informal interview with them in march, yay, im so excited
*goes off smiling uncontrolably*
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today at school we got taught self defense, it was great i now know how to attack people if they attack me :D, but i also went to the doctors about my shoulder problems and he says that i have torn the muscle that connects my shoulders to my head, so i have to rest it completely, which is shit because i might not be fit enough to play my game against the irish next weekend :( but i will prob still play but just be in pain :). so that kinda put a downer on my day. i went to work, then after that i bought me 2 tops to make me happy again.
got nothing really that exciting to say, meh.., right... im off to my bed, my mind has gone to a blank
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ok, so im really annoyed at school at the moment, got into trouble with my uniform today, and i didnt really help matters when they were telling me off :S, the story is...........i got sent down to the hall because they were doing a uniform check and if you had white trainers, red jumper etc.. you got sent down to the hall to see the rector. so i got send down because i was wearing cords but they said that i looked a mess, and was really scruffy, and i have been that way for the past 3 years and if i were at a job interview they wouldnt even consider me for the job if i dressed like this, and they are getting annoyed at my attitude towards it. so i didnt help matters by saying that i personally thought i looked smart today and i didnt see a problem with the way i was dressed, and i would quite happily go to a job interview like this and i have done in the past, and got the job, and it doesnt matter because i was at school and i dont really care if they think i look a mess because this is the way i dress and noone can make me change it.then they shouted and i walked out the hall :S, not a good move.
but yeah apart from that my day hasnt been too bad i suppose, learnt a song in guitar lessons and now doing some h/w and talking to people online and eating chocolate
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so today is tuesday.
finally i am doing something with my life instead of sitting at my cmoputer all day.......like going to school, :D. but today wasnt the best day at school, yes i got my results from my exams. so the first i will start on a happy note, i got a B for my P.E. YAY......
...but it goes downhill from there,Biology i failed by 5 marks, grrrrrrr....., English, failed by many many marks, got 38/130, so not the best :S so yeah i drank 3 cups of hot chocolate today. chocolate is the best cure for anything, apart from when your feeling sick.
but i also got an award for swimming in school today, and i completely didnt know i was getting it, i was sitting blanking out everything that was going on in assembely and my friend turned round and asked if i was getting an award for swimming, i was like nope, dont think so, then 2 mins later my name was called and i had to walk to the front of the hall, luckly i was in full school uniform today :D.
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ok, so yeah i didnt get round to going into town, mainly because i didnt have the energy to. but im finally feeling better :D
my mums friend wasb round with her son, who is the most annoying person in the world, hes 14 and he just moaned all the time, and when i came online he just sat and stared at everything that i was doing, i could have slapped him, grrrrrr.
but yeah hes gone now, so im not as violent as i was feeling earlier.hehe
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yesterday was valentines day, i normally hate it but this year was quite funny.
we had planned to go to a valentines ceilidh at night which was organised by a group at school.but well, it didnt go as well as they thought it would. we got kicked out after 2 hours because there was too much alcohol in the hall, and we werent supposed to have it in, but they didnt stop us at the door when we blatently carried it in, with the bottles crahing together as we walked, so we were left out in the cold with nowhere to go. so we thought, yumm, chips, but no, chippy was closed.but i remembered that the chinese was open :D, so we went and got chips and noodles from there. while we were in, someone thought that i was american hahaha.
but talking about americans , grrrrr, i could have slapped one last night aswell, they were over on an exchange and we ran over to say hi and this girl put her arms out to stop us and was like "woah, dudes, back off", we tryed again, but again the same reply, "woah, like just back off dudes", could have punched her so hard, but i didnt, damnit.
now, im feeling the effects of last night, but i might go into town, fresh air might make ,me feel better :S, i hope so anyway.
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so yeah, i got really bored earlier and i decided i would measure me.
Height: 5ft 4"
Waist: 28.4"
Foot: 24cm
Hand: 17.2cm
so yeah,i was bored, away to go clean out my room, again, yes because i gave my desk away and now i have to find a new home for all the stuff that was on it
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and its friday the 13th aswell.
dundun dundun dun dun dundun dundun du du du du (that music thing, like shock horror kinda thing :D)
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OMG!!!
just found out (well about 2 hours ago), that nick from QOTSA has left.
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mum took me out for a chinese buffet tonight, i dont know if it was because i was so down today. but it twas nice and now im full, i ate loads of duck. i also found my glasses so i can see properly when im useing the computer now :D, so no more headaches, and the best bit is they make me look older AND smarter :D
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so yeah, today.....hmmm
well today didnt/hasnt gone very well so far, we are moving out to england in july/august time so we have someone in to value our house tomorrow morning. so we were getting rid of all the crap we have stored that we dont really need, and i started getting fucked of with mum telling me that i need to do this, get rid of this etc.
we have moved around so much, like when i was 2 we moved to germany, lived there for 3 years and lived in 3 different houses, then we moved to leuchars, in scotland, lived there for 3 years then we moved to newport, which is where we live now and have lived for 8 years, this is the first house i have really become attached to and it holds so many memories, so i started getting all depressed about how i wouldnt be able to come up here when i have holidays from uni and go see my friends again, so i fell out with my mum over it and sat in my room for ages being all emo and stuff, but im feeling better now, just not going to think about it for the moment and i should be fine.
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this day has gone on forever.........and ever.......and ever.........and it just keeps going
i still cant eat properly, ive ony had a pot noodle today, and that was at 4pm, its really worring me because im not eating properly, and i have already lost over 1/2 a stone since monday, but today i have downloaded about 4 FFaF videos, that are really high quality but i think my computer isnt liking it, ahwell, but yeah i had guitar lessons and i forgot my stuff so we just had a little jamming session, but i swear i think that my guitar teacher thinks that im a stoner, which im not, but i always go in happy and smiling and sit completly spaced for most of the time, like today, well forgetting my stuff, then dropping my guitar so it was lying face down on my knee, while i was sitting doing nothing. then falling back onto my seat while trying to stand up.
i also made my mum mad, by ordering things so they came the wrong week etc,
but i have also started making plans to go see my little kate, hopefully at the same time as my tim :D, that would be so very cool and excitefull and i wouldnt know what to do with myself
anyway people are prob bored of reading this, if they get this far so i will stop talking..................................NOW
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